This piece is called Childhood Traumas. I’m feeling very depressed and so I wanted some work that I had created that would evince those strange feelings of disassociation and depersonalisation. My mind is going in circles. One minute feeling angry with others and the next angry with myself and not understanding at all why or what is happening inside my mind. Here I sit, looking perfectly normal but certainly not feeling it. If I wasn’t so tired I would paint my feelings in colour. Perhaps I will create an abstract tomorrow. At least it will be something to motivate me. I don’t like to create dark work though, I have too much of it. I feel very isolated. Perhaps extreme emotions can be channelled and be taken advantage of. It’s something that I can focus on at least. I will post the piece I produce perhaps, but don’t expect it to be pretty!